I discover through a process of trying every different pillow that I own that I need to have more pillows under my head. This keeps me more upright, helps to reduce pulling on my shoulder when lying down, and helps give my left hand a bit more room so it doesn't get stuck underneath me and go numb quite as often. The Tramadol and Diazepam are keeping a lot of the pain and spasms at bay, and I'm able to go out with my mother and get some more clothes that can work with the injury - soft pull-on bras, including a strapless one, and a few more vest style tops.
I'm also now able to get a washcloth under my left arm to wash better. It really does become the little things that feel like huge accomplishments with this type of injury. My right hand however is becoming more and more painful, and anything that requires clenching my fingers or twisting my hand can be agony.
I still have no appetite, and the spasms still break through, particularly when sitting down or getting up from a sitting position, but it does feel that things are at least not getting worse this week. Well, except for the bruise. Livid, I believe is the correct medical term for that thing.
There is also a lot of swelling in my forearm, the beginning of the deformity in my shoulder that will continue to get worse over the next weeks (and still isn't resolved now, 12 weeks later). Muscle wastage, everyone tells me.
I'm also now able to get a washcloth under my left arm to wash better. It really does become the little things that feel like huge accomplishments with this type of injury. My right hand however is becoming more and more painful, and anything that requires clenching my fingers or twisting my hand can be agony.
I still have no appetite, and the spasms still break through, particularly when sitting down or getting up from a sitting position, but it does feel that things are at least not getting worse this week. Well, except for the bruise. Livid, I believe is the correct medical term for that thing.
There is also a lot of swelling in my forearm, the beginning of the deformity in my shoulder that will continue to get worse over the next weeks (and still isn't resolved now, 12 weeks later). Muscle wastage, everyone tells me.

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